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Age / Gender:
34, Unspecified
Location:
Ra,Terra, UK, Sunderland
Joined:
8/25/13
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I am an artist that produces a wide range of art types , I love science fiction, fantasy, extraterrestrials,elves, fairies, space, science, art and cats,

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Level 1 Artist
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Ranked as Civilian

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I am having a hard time... No one understands, what t like being the born the way I am, not get the help I need to get on with my life. I do some art  "eggsterminate" , apparently stall on it because I am terrible depression and anxiety. Coloured over it more than once after drwing it, because It (spent two fucking weeks on it) always ends up looking wrong... I decide to dedicate an entire day to colour it again... finish it, submit it to the artist portal of this website ... fand what do I get a fucking 1.5 vote on the submission rating ... wtf seriously if that is going to motivate me , you thought wrong... in fact i feal fuckig suicidal that the only sane thing to do was remove it from the art portal and not have people rate the fucking thing ..  In future I am not going to submit art here with a  fucking rating score thing... I  thought it was motivating a ahile ago, to imrpove my work... not anymore...because some people just rate it down because they hate me... and dont give a fuck about the art ... its just fucking adding to my problems of depression, and anxiety and leading towards art blocks...

In fact i dont feel like submitting art to this fucking website ever...    my self esteem and motivation is 0 ... and contemplating  on killing myself...

 

 


Recent Game Medals

Success 25 Points Finishing Level 10 Medal Stats.
Holding Strong 10 Points Finishing Level 5 Medal Stats.
Undead 50 Points Played 10 times in one session Medal Stats.


Total Medals Earned: 3 (From 2 different games.)

Latest Audio Submissions

The Sound Of Infinity Trance Song
Crapita Capita your 1984 Grunge Song
Star Mantra Trance Song
The greatest moment to come Experimental Song