I am having a hard time... No one understands, what t like being the born the way I am, not get the help I need to get on with my life. I do some art "eggsterminate" , apparently stall on it because I am terrible depression and anxiety. Coloured over it more than once after drwing it, because It (spent two fucking weeks on it) always ends up looking wrong... I decide to dedicate an entire day to colour it again... finish it, submit it to the artist portal of this website ... fand what do I get a fucking 1.5 vote on the submission rating ... wtf seriously if that is going to motivate me , you thought wrong... in fact i feal fuckig suicidal that the only sane thing to do was remove it from the art portal and not have people rate the fucking thing .. In future I am not going to submit art here with a fucking rating score thing... I thought it was motivating a ahile ago, to imrpove my work... not anymore...because some people just rate it down because they hate me... and dont give a fuck about the art ... its just fucking adding to my problems of depression, and anxiety and leading towards art blocks...
In fact i dont feel like submitting art to this fucking website ever... my self esteem and motivation is 0 ... and contemplating on killing myself...
MysticSkillz
Don't let the actions of haters determine what you should do or how to go about life. Far as you may know it could be a troll rating your work at the time. What's important that you keep going and push harder at what you do. Not all things will be perfect the way you like it to be. We can't control what happens around us but we can decide what's best for our self in life.
We all get low scores in our work at some point. Big deal! Just keep moving forward.
zanaelf
Thanks for the comment, and the advice, it is much appreciated. My motivation is at the moment very low, and getting a first lot of negative responses, I could not handle it, since i had been relying on reasonable responses other than that of trolls or haters. I don't understand why people cannot be honest in reviewing my work. It is just annoying that people would follow one just to give a low rating other than appreciate artwork they like. One would think people would follow people because they like the work one produces, and not follow people the work they don't like. It does not fit any logic at all. Thanks.