Well if things can't get any better, the Sunderland Art Studio closed for good today because lack of funding, as the fucking government finds Brexshit and stock piling weapons and and nuclear weapons more important.... fuck I hate this current fucking government... 

Life is become a real shithole in the UK fast because of this Brexit insanity...

The art Studio was more than just a space to do my oil paintings and concentrate on my art...

Its been a week, kept contact with some of the members , fragments of the Art Studio now exist in various areas of Sunderland, and it isn't everyday at any time.. it is time restricted and limited to materials... no oils... no fucking oil painting... digital art might be an issue if you need a power supply for the Cintiq 

Oil painting and digital I now would be doing at home... even getting one of the studios 27" iMacs for 200 quid can't take away the shock and anxiety of the the Studio closing... this iMac was the Studio's and people used it... and now that is gone... its moved closer towards the end of my reoccurring nightmare ... hoping that Brexit would end , which would bring back the Art Studio again... can't mount it to my monitor stand , to heavy, so it will have to sit on desk by default design. 

If Brexit happens... things get really bad and dystopian that I could kill myself on Halloween , as I don't want to see myself die for real in surviving a nuclear war, living in fallout or being incinerated, with mystery not knowing if Earth was blown into an asteroid belt between Mars and Venus.