People are actually the mirror of my success... What is reflected back at me is shit, so therefore I am shit
Which means my life is pointless, it made no impact whatsoever..
I should have not been born, neither should I have existed .... I should have been on some planet elsewhere where I am not seen as an alien.
I am pointless, I am nothing , a freak that was dumped on this planet to observe, and all I observed was pain, suffering and torture.
Even my art gets deleted, which is why I am not on facebook, warn people about facebook... nothing happens.. thus my existence is pointless
Told people hey , please stop the shit... here are the answers to life the universe and everything, get ignored... my existence is pointless
Knowing i would be dying from radiation sickness...
guesed brexit .. it happned... guessed trump... it happned... guessed ww3 ... see the pattern here ? its pointless staying alive
Happiness for me feels like an unreachable fantasy that gets pulled away from me.... every time i try to grab it
This is happening, just like my re-occurring nightmares, people that I met and loved would betray me as a freind for a political dipshit(Trump)
I am an artist that produces a wide range of art types , I love science fiction, fantasy, extraterrestrials,elves, fairies, space, science, art and cats, Freom recent events I have now ended up as an ET diplomat assisting in Embassy & First Contact
Age 43, damaged
Artist ET Diplomat
completed in 19-voetsek
Ra,Terra, UK, Sunderland
Joined on 8/25/13
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It feels like the end
Posted by zanaelf - January 6th, 2017
MchectorII
Life can get pretty depressing sometimes but it all depends on how one chooses to see life as a whole.Nothing is perfect in this world,so it's natural for good and bad things to happen.How we deal with them determines what kind of path we will take in our life.If one wishes to be positive,then even the worst times won't look so bad and they can also be useful lessons for the future.If anyone did anything with the only intention to hurt you,ignore them and just move on.These people don't deserve any attention unlike those who give you useful criticism,which also sometimes can hurt but hey,truth is MUCH better than plain crap.If you find yourself being hurt by someone's words,first try to understand what their intention is.If you think they are only hurting you and stopping you from doing what you love,simply ignore them and just carry on with your life.If you think they are trying to help you but maybe you disagree with how they phrased it out,just politely tell them so.The same goes for any bad thing that happens to you,remember that while life was never meant to be easy,it shouldn't mean that there aren't good times to look forward to.There will always be both good and bad times.You were brought onto this world for a purpose and if you feel you don't have one,it's not because you don't have one,it's just that you have not found it yet.Be patient and let this purpose come to you naturally.
Don't feel so bad about yourself,it's our beliefs and ideas that make us who we are.If others think differently from you,so be it,they are they and you are you.Don't let others' opinions change or hurt how you think,act or feel.You are the only one who can do that.