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zanaelf
I am an artist that produces a wide range of art types , I love science fiction, fantasy, extraterrestrials,elves, fairies, space, science, art and cats, Freom recent events I have now ended up as an ET diplomat assisting in Embassy & First Contact

Age 43, damaged

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Ra,Terra, UK, Sunderland

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Posted by zanaelf - February 20th, 2016


I simply do not use one operating system, even device and one program to get what I need to done. I wish there was an art painting program, that is multi platform , which is made to run on OSX, Windows, Linux, iOS and Android with the same features, functions and tools.

When I start a digital painting piece, wether it turns out to be more mangerish or a digital painting, depending on the flow of things, and what I wish to express. I normally start sketching. First I search for references of poses from photographs from random pictures from searching, or if that is a hassle I pull out a traditional drawing mannequin , or load a virtual 3D mannequin , in a poser software like app on my iPad, such as Pose tool, Manga Pose Tool (http://www.alienthink.com/pose-tool-3d/) ArtPose FE 
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Or even use Poser http://my.smithmicro.com/poser-3d-animation-software.html, which I do for my 3D scenes, which I now use to create entire 3D scenes as references for oil paintings, which in the past, the 3D work was my completed art, and now they are only references for my oil paintings. Before I used these apps on my tablet, I used the built-in 3D manaequins in Manga studio http://my.smithmicro.com/manga-studio-comic-illustration-software.html, or my traditional wooden one. Manga studio has a good pencil sketching tool, something which Photoshop does not have. I have tried to download brushes that would compensate, but does not have the good feel , and pressure sensitivity as the pencil stool in Manga studio, where you can do light, to hard strokes, as if sketching on paper in real life. Corel Painter http://www.painterartist.com/us/product/paint-program/, which I recently got, also has a good sketching pencil tool. Sketchbook (https://www.sketchbook.com/?locale=en), on the other hand, has a pencil tool, and it suffices with sketching as well on the computer and on the iPad. The stylus I have for the iPad is a Wacom intuos creative stylus. The problem with Sketchbook on the iPad, is it is restricted with drawing page resolutions. I always work on A3 size dimensions for better quality and detail, and if I should print it out it would look natural and less blurry and pixelated. If I were to sketch on my iPad first, it is OK, because I can always enlarge it to A3 size on my Mac. But if I sketch on my mac, and work to paint in Sketchbook on the iPad, I would get an error message stating that the artwork is too large, so Sketchbook is out as being a multi platform thing, and would use it to sketch on the iPad, to export to the Mac once only, or do a complete piece on the iPad. ArtStudio https://itunes.apple.com/us/app/artstudio-for-ipad-draw-sketch/id364017607?mt=8 is like the Photoshop for the iPad. has a terrible sketch pencil, but decent painting brushes, but can only import , and exporting is done through iTunes/email, so your stuffed if you have no internet. Then there is Medibang Paint (http://medibangpaint.com/en/) Completely multi platform, and a developing software that is like Manga Studio and free. Its sketch pencil tool sucks and is best in doing painting. Unfortunately Manga Studio is more efficient in doing line art, since the pen tool has a jitter-hand correcting settings, that makes lines neater and more precise. So Medibang would be best used for basic colouring in and painting on both platforms. If work is done on the iPad only sketches are best done first with Sketchbook , and the final work done in Medibang. The only problem is it does not seem to work well with my Stylus , with pressure sensitivity, as well as Sketchbook Medibang exports and saves are done in its own format as .mdp files, and exports to its own cloud service and storage to allow transfer between devices. If you have no internet connection, your stuffed, because it does not alliteratively save as .psd which can be imported and used. ArtStudio saves files in .art format. It also has the problem with not registering the pressure sensitivity of my stylus. Medibang paint also has an online social network site like deviant art, but in more of a google+/facebook/twitter style where you can upload final works from your tablet, or computer , or medibang cloud saves to published work, as well as it has its own ebook app to download and read the comic books and manga people created including your own. At the moment Medibang paint is not an alternative to manga studio yet, perhaps when the program evolves it may be in the future, and would be better with its extra bells and whistles of cloud storage, social networking and pulsing and selling of art and comics/manga. There is no manga studio for the tablet which is unfortunate. 

When painting/clouring in and lineart I use Astropad http://astropad.com , which turns the iPad into a graphics tablet, where you can move around, like colouring on paper and visually see what you doing on the screen of the computer and the tablet. 

So I mostly do my colouring in and tones and painting in Manga Studio on the Mac. 

Once I have pose to work from, I mostly sketch in Manga Studio, using the Wacom Bamboo tablet (the older 2010 design)(CTH470)

Touching up work is essential after you have painted , touching up work does simple fixes such as effects to even fix proportion errors without having to scrap or redo the work. Touch ups, even can enhance colours and light tones. This is where Photoshop https://www.adobe.com/products/photoshop.html comes in, but the only problem is is its Liquify tool, which does the job but is tedious and irritating when working with layers. I have to go into windows and use corel photo paint http://www.corel.com/us/, which is an alternative to Photoshop, and its warp brush does the work, without getting confused with the layers. It also has some quick apply effects that take less steps as if you used photoshop, such as focal effects, that saves time and effort. I use my Wacom bamboo tablet for that, since Astropad only works on OSX.

Backgrounds can be painted in any program and exported in jpg format and imported into various programs , and can be moved around with iFile http://cydia.saurik.com/package/eu.heinelt.ifile/ or Photos app, if you had done them on tablet first, or you can do them on the computer. Some effects can be rendered such as space nebulas, warp fractals, slip streams and stars in native or vmware windows , and also works with wine in mac , using Apophysis http://www.apophysis.org


So basically there is no stand alone program that does all of this on Mac and on iPad, I wish there was. 


Posted by zanaelf - February 11th, 2016


I just come back from the gender specialist, It does not look like I have any hope to have an operation and get on with my life and leave the past behind. The past seems to be haunting the future. As what I had feared will happen is happening. I hate it that I have this precognition, it makes me feel life is not worth living. At first I think its paranoia, and my mind is being negative, and imagining things that wont happen because they are too far fetched,  but when they eventually happen it is a shock, and there is no going back in time to fix and warn myself, that what I see is a real glimpse of the future. What has happened is they have collected a variety of excuses, changing my data, my medical history, and censoring it just so they can dismiss me to save money. This is my life here.. Why is fucking money important than me ? My parents covered up that they got a doctor to surgery on me a month month after I was born for 29 fucking years. Now someone is trying to cover-up this forced surgery , changing my data and blood results and saying it never happened... to save money ? to save fucking money instead of my life ? To make me live through hell until WW3 starts ? I am on the verge of killing myself... enough is enough.. being concerned about my cat is what made me not do it today... I hate living on this planet


Posted by zanaelf - November 9th, 2015



I have just received a report from my gender specialist, and it is not good and she has misinterpreted me and got things wrong and made assumptions about me , in her perception that she believes that I "believe" in the existence of extraterrestrials forgetting that I strongly emphasised the difference between belief, understanding and knowing, where i had clearly emphasised I know and understand that life exists beyond this planet and I have interacted with people that live in other solar systems, personally with reference to Anananiah(star mother) , the foot print casts that got lost/ or destroyed by my parents, and my video and photo footage. 


She is using this information against me, to delay me from getting surgery done in regards to my gender issues of being intersexed. Using this information against me to diagnose me as having a personality disorder and psychosis so the NHS got throw me on the trash heap to save money with the funding cuts of the government, and making assumptions I am mentally unfit to have surgery. She has also excluded what I had mentioned about being born with both genders and the reaction of my parents to this and how they had kept it secret from me, and told it was true at the end of 2011, and they apologised. This had never been put in the medical report !


The report also never mentions about my blood tests having to be resubmitted because the samples had been stolen and my medical records that been hacked..
I feel I have been set up...again..
I don't know what to do, I don't even trust this doc anymore.
 


Posted by zanaelf - July 6th, 2015


I have injured my left eye, after fainting and landing on my hand, with my nail scratching the cornea , so i be waiting for this to heal first before doing my next art piece 


Posted by zanaelf - June 19th, 2015


Well , looks like there is more of a delay on getting my operation for my gender issues, this time its because I opposed CAPITA, they somehow causing a lockage in my medical treatment (They have infiltrated the NHS), where they want to prescribe me on medication that would make me go blind and put on weight. Told you some shit would come from this… the more they throw shit on me, the more I toss it back at them.. It seems that it is not my mum and dad that imposed oppression on me and did not wish to understand me anymore,,,, its now the establishment -_- , fuck… seriously will this shit ever end and I just can live on with my life without this bullshit ?…  I simply will not conform… or convert , best thing is to leave me the fuck alone, CAPITA cunts !


Posted by zanaelf - April 29th, 2015


Well, My art has just come back from the Oriental Museum after being on display since January, wrapped up in bubble-wrap , and no one bought it, in fact nobody's work that was on exhibit got sold. I was really hoping these paintings would pay off the credit card I spent in getting my Macbook Pro. Apparently not, and as usual life is always disappointing and boring, especially when money is always involved ...

 
My other painting which was not for sale "Look What I Made" aka  "The Slug Lady" in its satire title depicting an extraterrestrial holding slugs with a spaceship genetically tattooed over their breathing holes, with a spaceship in the background, supposed to be on Exhibit at the Royal Bank Of Scotland. The paining was refused because the subject of Direct Panspermia in the painting was was probably considered controversial ... but not really when you read this..: http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2015/02/03/aliens-send-space-seed-to-earth_n_6608582.html ...



Well since the one is too big to take home at the moment, and when I do I have to hang it from the ceiling (running out of wall space for my paintings in the flat) I took the "slug lady ET" and the blue forearmed oriental extraterrestrial painting home with me. I needed to get some supplies from the shop such as milk, butter, pepper, cat treats, and some personal treats such as crisps and a galaxy chocolate, but forgot to get toilet paper :/. So when the lady at the shop saw the paintings I was carrying, she got scared. I asked what was wrong with the paintings. She said nothing, but I could feel that she was scared of extraterrestrials, she was always nervous when I was at her shop, because I look different to everyone else... but her seeing the paintings and reacting with fear explains it. She is scared of people from other planets who have almond eyes and pointed eyebrows.. As I went home, I wonder who or what made her scared of extraterrestrials, or is she afraid of them, like some people are afraid of spiders and insects ? Or is it the media brainwashing people with alien invasion and abduction movies ?
 


Posted by zanaelf - March 13th, 2015


Hello there, well I have not posted in a while, I did, but I deleted it encase it attracted unwanted attention. Well the update is, I have been playing Warframe, which is why frequency in creating art has declined a bit, and I have two of my paintings in an exhibition on the go at the Oriental Museum.., will be checking on monday on the paintings if they are sold or not, I really hope they are, . Yes I had to use credit card to get a new computer which was a Macbook Pro. Small, light and powerfull, so I would not kill my back carrying it from home to the studio and back.

I have started a new painting, based on my recent digital 3D manipulation. 

Well , how I am feeling and keeping ? Not well at all, the help I have been relying on has left me in the shit again, which is why I have been staying away from community websites , since what happened to me years ago. Nothing seems to be happening with my medical gender issues, and its gone worse or on hold because of political -economic reasons, if it continues... i don't want to think about it.

The doomsday clock set by the board of atomic scientists is now 3 minutes to midnight, something I feared and sensed in dreams would happen, has happened. What see in my dreams in the not to near future has left me with insomnia. This why I enjoy the game of Warframe, keeps my mind off it. I am finding it more difficult to concentrate on my artwork again and I feel I am heading downhill again. This why I been staying away from sites like deviant art encase I say something dumb and stupid , and I have a whole 2011 thing all over again.

Things have changed , and I am asking for help and advice on this issue, this is the changes to sick and disability benefit as Serco, Capita and G4S take over public sector of the UK government. 

The problem is the council tax. Everyone has to pay council tax, and we are told its for the infrastructure, the hospitals, fire stations, schools etc etc. I am fine with that. Thats how it used to be, and anyone who is on a benefit, this all happened in the background.

Now we have to pay CAPITA for council tax, an industrial military corporation. I consciously object paying to a company that funds war, funds the manufacturing of weapons, and funds military, invasion and nuclear war. 

The thing is I have enquired to pay council tax directly to council so that it would go to the fire station, schools, infrastructure of the city. So far no joy, all channels seem to deposit people's payment;s into CAPITA, and the thing is later on they would threaten to take me to court. I have decided if they take me to court, and do not realize and negotiate that I consciously object to paying the council tax through CAPITA , I will slit my wrists in court in protest, to symbolise the pain and suffering that CAPITA is creating on the expense of people's money, on the expense that people have been lied to, and on the expense that people have been made ignorant of the atrocities of war CAPITA funded in the past , the present and the thermo nuclear war of the future if it should happen. If it does happen, I would rather have a clear conscious that I did not fund and support the extinction and annihilation of humanity, when this planet gets torn apart by multiple nuclear explosions of bombs aggravating the more hazardous explosions of nuclear power stations into an asteroid belt that would lie between Venus and Mars.

On the good news side of things, I would be going to a meeting in April, focusing on the Extraterrestrial Embassy, because it is getting more and more important that it should be built for the sake of humanity and all life on this planet. That there is a future for us, our children, a future of love, peace , prosperity, exploration , and creativity. Saying this makes me so emotional... because I want there to be a future , and when the extraterrestrials land officially and publicly , the doomsday clock be a thing of the past.


Posted by zanaelf - August 4th, 2014


Its been a long time since I started making my own music, and a long way first remixed samples in sound recorder, winamp, windows media player in windows 95. My first official music creation software was eJay, which I know now is a pile of shit. Then moved to mod plug edit(spreadsheet editing) with ejay and magix music creator. Then it started to grow exponentially when I got my own midi input keyboard , since the music I made was loops, edits and typing into the tedious spreadsheets of mod plug edit. Songs that took me months to make, now took me a day to make, and could just play them in. Then I had moved to Ignite, and Magix Music Maker with FL Studio. My days of making music on the PC are gone…always found the PC tedious, and FL Studio remind me of re-vamped Mod Plug Edit for creating and mixing XM files... I now all do it on the mac with Garageband,  Ignite and Logic pro X. Now that my music is more flexible and intricate and can compile complete song /tune/track within a day… one thing that was lacking, was the quality of the sound for all devices, be it phones and tablets, to laptops and MacBooks, to PCs and iMacs, to hi-fi systems and Home entertainment. The sound when played through my devices sounds perfect, but when played by other people which it was intended to be , distributed for people , free to enjoy, free to use,  as a gift to humanity as much as my artwork… the results are not pleasant some people could nearly hear anything … I think I now may have cheaply solved the problem… instead of relying on pc speakers and tinny laptop speakers….

I got myself a beats pill speakers… will using it make me produce a better sound ?  I hope so.. As small as they are, the sound that comes from them gives me a larger range and when finalising my music to be exported , I think my music may be pleasant for all. I think anyone can agree compiling music on laptop speakers and pc speakers is a nightmare, where over use  on the equaliser, is performed where you made the sound , sound perfect through pathetic little speakers…. but when playing  through something better such as a home stereo or entertainment system… the base screws it all up.  Equaliser base peak overdone...

well my deafness in my left ear also may contribute to my music sounding shit… but i think the pill is the cure.

I think thats  now over for me…. I am so amazed of this sound that comes from this little thing… I hope my shit will shape up… I can't get anything bigger than louder than the beats pill, it would hassle the neighbours.
 


Posted by zanaelf - July 4th, 2014


Freemasonry refer to women as being: 
anathema   
1. women to be detested or loathed: That a woman is an anathema to the cult.
2.women to be accursed or consigned to damnation or destruction.
3.a formal ecclesiastical curse involving automatic excommunication.
4.A imprecation of divine punishment.
5.A curse; execration.


Posted by zanaelf - June 28th, 2014


Freemasons : An Earth based middle semi-public hierarchy of the religio political elite.This all male theistic cult  that segregates other genders, like the above groups of the hierarchy, Is the driving force of resulting the extinction of all life on the planet they reside on, they infiltrated governments, political private organisations such as the CIA,almost all banks that handle the earth currency system and they farm earth citizens as human capital in the primitive Earth society . 

They are regularly known as secret society, and even master planned well known president assassination of Kennedy, the destruction of Nikola Tesla's research which set back the science and technology evolution of the planet, and their exoplotical involvement was gunning down and murder of extraterrestrial visitors, and the surviving off world artists and scientists were interrogated and starved to death for technology such as the surviving one of the four exploring scientists of the well known area 51 case.